Thursday, April 29, 2004
Funny
Today was ok. Went out to spotlight and got some bargins so happy about that. Mum took me out.
Since can't get spiderman material have decided to do blue and red lampshade. Done nice job on the hands hacking them up removing stuff from the last one I did. Got bargin on some nice wool too. Was $4.95 a ball, but when we were there they dropped it down to $2.50 a ball. I love my bargins. Nearly finished Sister's scarf for when I catch up with her, whenever that is. Probably mothers day if she can be bothered.
It has almost come time to tell people to "back off" again. They were good for a while but they have started again. I know they care, but I think I am short, fat and ugly enough to take care of myself most of the time.
Hence part of the reason I have not been on line that much as I have been grumpy shit. So rather than take it out on people keep to myself. One of my online buddies rang me cause she was worried cause I had not been on line much. Didn't explain it all.
Although my mum has been extremly helpful with things of late, she is one of the people I am going to tell to back off. She has not been making me feel that great lately. I dunno if she means it or not, but not making me a happy chappy at all.
I understand that she is going through a stressful period at the moment with things, but no need to make me feel bad. She keeps bringing up shit from my past and that is what I am trying to forget. Mainly shit about my ex.
Speaking of which looks like he is working again, just that CSA don't know where. Not counting on maintance for next month though.
But did find out that I can get my rent backdated so that maybe they owe me money. Going to start with the last finaical year and work from there. All complicated shit but slowely working my head around it all.
Well off to do something again. Deciding knitting, lampshade, ebay stuff or just veg out.
ttfn
xxoo
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Can not believe Angel went to bed early tonight. Could not do it last night when I had "playmate" over. NNNOOOOO. Ratbag. Felt rotten that kid was being a bit of a shit. But night was not total loss.
Been keeping myself busy with a few bits and pieces. 3rd of the way through knitting sister's scarf tonight. Going to see if I can get to spotlight tomorrow and get some more wool to start on Angel's blanket since going to be crappy weekend for weather. Might as well do something to amuzed myself.
Thought sister was back this weekend, but not comming back till Saturday night. No no drinkies session this weekend.
Since worked extra hours today spoilt myself for a change with 2 new cds. Have not bought anything for myself for ages. Not that I could really afford it. Was happy picked up Bon Jovi cd for $10 and picked up the black eye peas one. Lent that one to a friend, so will listen to that next week. Not too worried. Know she will give it back in great nic.
Bought Angel is spiderman sheets. So just about completed the whole bed room thing for his birthday next month. Really wanted to do the lamp shade, but might just have to do it in red and blue untill I find some spiderman material. Think I have spent enough for him. Total so far is $120 for his birthday. Not including blanket, lamp shade and dinner I will put on for family and friends to help him celebrate the big 3. Not that he will prob really remeber. But still nice to do.
Yep I am one of those that spoil loved ones heaps. Every birthday of family and partners I like to spend about $100 each time. Most appreciate it. My family do.
I do it by picking up bits and pieces along the way and try a lot of self control not to give it to them early. One year I was so happy I had all my Xmas shopping done in August. Bought both mum and sister necklaces with birth stones and diamonds and ex nice cloths to go out in. He was not one for shopping for himself. It would take me hitting the roof about his pants with no crotch in them before he would go and get new pants. Saved myself the agrovation and just went and did the shopping myself.
The "someone" (not me) told that guy to fuck off thank god. He got a bit more persistant. And expected that this person was just going to show up. While on the phone "someone" heard another female laughing in the background. He said it was his ex girlfriend that he split up with and that had ended very badly. Now I dunno about you, but if I ended a relationship on bad terms I highly doubt they would be in my house laughing. More sounds like he wanted his cake and eat it too. Prick.
Still baffles me on why people want to use, cheat, steal and all the other jazz to others. And as soon as it happens to them they are the ones that scream the loudest. Saying how they don't like it. They should take a look in the mirror. I don't know maybe I am old fashioned or something. But I like to be with people for who they are, not what they can offer or do for me. Maybe I am just odd ball.
I sometimes ask friends for help, as most of us do. But to use someone for personal gain then drop them like a bag of shit when they are no longer useful. Not going to begin to express on how much I think that sucks.
Well time to get back to the knitting in bed.
ttfn
xxoo
Monday, April 26, 2004
Although been cold last few days have been enjoying doing simple things. In between cups of coffee. lol
Yesterday mum took us out for lunch and for that she wanted some knitting done as she doesn't have the time. Sounded like good pay off to me.
Starting knitting her scarf at 4.30 yesterday and finished it at 1.00 today. Me is happy. Although very sore fingures. So she can pick that up tomorrow.
Dunno what she has planned but she is cooking dinner for me tomorrow night. Comming home to cooked meal sounds great to me. lol I usually pick something up for the 3 of us on the way home, but she has decided to cook.
Found the new meaning of fast love today. Someone has not seen guy since Xmas and he rang up out of the blue today. Asking her for a weekend away at his place. Forget about catch up lunch or dinner, just ment to go to his place. And they may grab quick bite to eat.
I know I am a bit of a tart, but I would not fall for that. I dunno something about that type of fast love leaves a little empty feeling. Apart from showing major disrespect.
well time to clean house and might even be scary and clean the den (my room). See how scary I feel like being.
ttfn
xxoo
Sunday, April 25, 2004
That time of year again. Brought out the "passion killers", not that I have any passion to kill. So just god awful make up pjs. Nity, jumper and trackies. Even put on the extra blankets last night. Only thing hate being single in winter is no-one to warm up the bed. grrrrrr (bbbrrrrrrrrr).
Last night pottered around the house trying to clean things up a bit. Sorting through things yadda yadd yadda. Had the radio on. Have not done that in years. Have the radio playing on a Saturday night and doing my own thing. Felt good.
Downloaded program yesterday for ebay. Now I can have that running in the background and check out what is going on. Saves me from checking how much time is left and how much things are going for. Saves time and refreshing pages. Also tells me how many hits each page is getting.
Getting right back into the swing of things as far as ebay goes. A little time consuming but gives me something to do. I enjoy it. And have just won spiderman backpack for Angel so he will be happy with that.
Feeling good at the moment. Angel has slept through the night 3 nights in a row. Seems like the "phase" has past. Either that or the spiderman pjs have something to do with it. Getting them off him to dress him is a battle now. lol. Just swap it with other spiderman cloths and he is happy. He is now gotten into loving wearing his tiger slippers. Bit of mix match but keeps his little feet warm.
Was a little darling and brought them in at 6.30 this morning. Just what I need to wake up to in the mornings. Little boy growling (cause that is what tigers do) with slippers in my face. He has got it sused on how to turn the tv on in my room so he turns that on and crawls under the blankets in my bed.
As crazy as it sounds even though been on my own for nearly 2 years I still can only sleep on one side of the bed. Still have not learnt the art of stretching out.
Ah time to get dressed since mum is comming over for lunch.
TTFN
xxoo
Friday, April 23, 2004
Excitment plus today. lol
What type of movie are you?
E.T.!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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What swear word are you?
your bitch.
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Angel and I were looking at spiderman websites this morning and I came across this one. Puts poor old spidy to shame.
I am feeling over the moon this morning. For the first time in a few weeks Angel slept right through the night.
Went out to dinner and shopping with mum last night and picked up Angel some spiderman pj's. Think that was the trick. lol Looks like he has the same problem as me. Can get things to fit around the body, but the leg thing is an issue.
Mum was trying to convince me to buy a pair of lace up boots. They came all the way up to my knees. lol I know on other people they don't come that high so I passed on them.
Sister is now in Renmark on her hollies. Thought she was a bit crazy leaving last night. I would have left this morning. But that is just me.
You know just how sad you are as a female when someone asks you about hair cut styles and you have no idea, but when someone talks about car bits you can understand.
My little mate up the shop was saying how he was going to put things in his car and hot it up a bit for drag racing. Offered to take me for a ride once he comes back from Hong Kong. I wish I was 19 and could buy a $30,000 car cash.
Well better think about if I am doing this cook up tonight. Bit of a shame cause a lot of food going to be going to waste but have urge to do a cook up. Oh well the dog will enjoy the left overs.
ttfn
xxoo
Thursday, April 22, 2004
Decided bugger it will do cook up tomorrow night. So if anyone wants to come over for shepard's Pie you know how to contact me. lol
ttfn
xxoo
Yet another quiet day ahead. The usual shoping day. Already done the bill paying to keep people happy for a bit. Got mum comming over later to do her washing. That is about the only excitment for the day.
Yesterday neighbour grumbled about dogs barking at night again. I could safely say it is not mine. But I figure if people want quiet they should move to country not metro where dogs are common.
Wasn't in the best of moods. Think lack of sleepies, neck and back being out followed with huge headache for the day did not help matters much.
Was going to invite some friends over Friday night for cook up, but with the way I am at night at the moment prob best to put it off for a while since things a little screwy around here. Orgainsed night out next weekend so happy about that. Catch up with my sister and the guys again.
Slowely getting back into the ebay thing again. Figure that will keep me outta trouble for a bit. Or get me into more. lol Met some great people off there.
Got places to stay in NSW, Qld and WA. All a bonus.
Time to find something to do. Hope rain holds off. hehehehe
xxoo
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Find your birthday and then click on your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate...
Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 Lime Tree
Mar 21 Oak Tree
Sep 23 Olive Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 Chestnut Tree
May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 Ash Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 Hornbeam Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 Fig Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree
Dec 22 Beech Tree
Jun 24 Birch Tree
YOUR TREE (in alphabetical order)
Apple Tree (the Love) — quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.
Ash Tree (the Ambition) — extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism. Ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.
Beech Tree (the Creative) — has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).
Birch Tree (the Inspiration) — vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.
Cedar Tree (the Confidence) — of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.
Chestnut Tree (the Honesty) — of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.
Cypress Tree (the Faithfulness) — strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.
Elm Tree (the Noble-mindedness) — pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.
Fig Tree (the Sensibility) — very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, a social butterfly, great sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, has artistic talent and great intelligence.
Fir Tree (the Mysterious) — extraordinary taste, handles stress poorly, loves anything beautiful, can become depressed at times, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them as well as helping strangers, rather modest, hard worker, talented, unselfish, few sexual relationships, many friends, doesn't want foes, very reliable.
Hazelnut Tree (the Extraordinary) — charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.
Hornbeam Tree (the Good Taste) — of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
Lime Tree (the Doubt) — intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.
Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) — no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.
Oak Tree (the Brave) — robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.
Olive Tree (the Wisdom) — loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.
Pine Tree (the Peacemaker) — loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.
Poplar Tree (the Uncertainty) — looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.
Rowan Tree (the Sensitivity) — full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.
Walnut Tree (the Passion) — unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.
Weeping Willow (the Melancholy) — likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.
I am Apple Tree. lol
What desert are you?? Anyone that knows me well knows I am sucker for chocolate cake. Yummy
No cheating. Pick your dessert, then look to see what psychiatrists think about you!
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose? (Sorry, you can only pick one!)
Angel Food
Brownies
Lemon Meringue
Vanilla Cake/Chocolate Icing
Strawberry Short Cake
Chocolate Cake/Chocolate Icing
Ice Cream
Carrot Cake
NO...You can't change your mind once you scroll down! So think carefully what your choice will be!
OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what research says about you!
Angel Food - Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items...A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at
times.
Brownies - You are adventurous, love new ideas, are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up, you whip out
your saber You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal.
Lemon Meringue - Smooth, sexy, and articulate with your hands, you are an excellent after-dinner speaker and a good teacher. But don't try to walk and chew gum at the same time. A bit of a diva at times, but you have many
friends.
Vanilla Cake/Chocolate Icing - Fun-loving, sassy, humorous. Not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lack motivation. Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker. Others should be cautious
in making you mad. However, you are a friend for life.
Strawberry Short Cake - Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people and can be counted on in a pinch. You tend to melt. You can be overly emotional and annoying at times.
Chocolate Cake/Chocolate Icing - Sexy, always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh.
Ice Cream - You like sports, whether it be baseball, football, basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate, but you enjoy watching sports. You don't like to give up the remote control. You tend to be self-centered and high maintenance.
Carrot Cake - You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh. You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you. You are a very warmhearted person and a little quirky at times. You have many loyal friends.
Hmmm Not sure that mine is completly right though.
Monday, April 19, 2004
Since everyone else is doing one of these.
What is your favourite Web Site?
Many of them.
What is the one CD you would take on a Desert Island with you?
Anything Bon Jovi, Madonna or Pink
What was the worst job you ever had?
Door to door sales and telephone sales
If you could be anyone else, who would it be and why?
OOhh tough one. Me but with someone else's bank account. Preferably someone that is rich. lol
What was the strangest or most embarrassing story you've heard or that happened to you?
heheheh
The time I got stuck in the bath shaving my legs while preg and had to get my ex to help me. The time my ex put me in deep freezer in supermarket. Or being asked out in front of everyone while guy was hold big roll of meat. There are plenty more. More common my Typo hicups. And someone not letting me forget.
Tell us the weirdest dream you ever had?
That I was married. lol
What is the strangest name of someone you know?
Had a teacher by the name of Paul Metick. Bad name said really quick for a gay guy.
Tell us the most outrageous thing you ever did for money?
Ran around a block naked. Thank god I was pissed
What is the most embarrassing CD/Record/8 Track in your collection?
Short dick men and chock my chicken. My darling mother made me cd along these lines
What is the best/worst nickname of someone you know?
Spanner (cause he was a tool obviously) and juniour cheese burger. (have two guesses why)
What is the most bizarre thing you've ever seen?
Guys wanking on webcam and actually going the full distance and showing me. lol
What is your favourite punch line or joke?
Any sort of joke I can understand
What is the stupidest thing you ever bought that seemed like a good idea at the time?
Sewing Machine. Most people know I got kicked out of sewing class in high school but thought I would give it a shot.
What is the best/worst pick-up line you've heard or used?
I can see your not natually that colour, so can I check out the real colour below.
I'll show you my scar if you show me yours.
What is the weirdest food you've eaten?
Kangaroo
Tell us about the worst roommate/guest you've ever had?
Me. lol
What is your best/worst animal or pet story?
Got told one today about people scanning thier cats
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done?
Gawd were do I start on that one. Never take things seriously. lol I do lots of stupid things
What is the most memorable bumper sticker you can think of?
I owe I owe so off to work I go
What is the worst surprise you ever found in your food?
Hair
What is the most misunderstood song lyric in your opinion?
Puffed wheat - song by youthi yindi
What is the strangest phone call you've ever received?
Marriage proposal followed by listening to person vomit.
What is strangest hallucination you've ever had?
Reading my bank balance wrong. Thinking I had money in it.
What is the one movie you've watched most times?
A few I am sucker for. Dirty Dancing, Ghost, Moonstruck, 8MM, Basic Instinct, Disclosure, and Sliver
What is your favourite line from a movie?
Althought I tired resist you, but I have been burnt by your flame.
We all love the wrong person for the right reason
What is your favourite Freudian slip, word mix-up or dyslexic mess?
I used to say doodle instead of dordle.
What is your best 'caught in the act' story?
Thinking no-one was around and did it in public loos at 3am. Got caught in very embarrasing possy.
What is the best insult or 'would be insult' you've heard or used?
If you had a brain you would be deadly.
What's the longest you've ever been single since you started dating?
Nearly 2 years and counting.
Fave fashion statement?
Go for comfort not fashion.
Have you ever been in a band?
Yeh right.
Your first car?
In my dreams I own red corvette with "L" plate on it. Owned many toy corvette cars
What book are you reading at the moment?
Game of Masks - Roxanne Morgan - Home only book
Totally Herotica - susie Bright - Home only book
Cuckoo - Andrew Rule - Bus book
Last movie you saw at the cinema?
Bad Boys 2
When was the last time you saw a play?
High School
What song is playing at the moment?
what ever song is on The Fast and Furious Movie
Have you left school?
Yeppiers
What are your all-time favourite Simpsons quotes?
Don't have one really
What events have made you realise who your real friends are?
When I hit my lowest point and those that don't take any crap from me and know when I am diverting/hiding things.
Sunday, April 18, 2004
Seems not all people are happy with my new outlook in life. And all I can say to them is dealth with it, you issue not mine.
Most of this steams from one person that has surprised me. But then there has always been that bit of competition with her. I do something and she has to do it way better. Care factor Zero.
It used to upset me that she is like this, but not anymore. She is wondering why I am so happy. She is wondering if there is new man on sence. For a joke I said yes. Then she went on about hurring things up for her wedding. Like I would get married. I have more chances of winning lotto then getting married. There is only 1 man in my life at the moment.
I dunno I had good hard think and because we choose our desitnys I choose to change mine. Can live being sour puss all the time. There are some things that I can not change or control. Other things I want to get back.
But other things I am happy about not having control of. This is making a nice change. I am loving this feeling. As much as I want to attempt to control it I think bugger it. Go with the flow. The only bit I have to control is holding back a bit. which is dam hard.But I am loving it. Loving the fact I can not always get what I want and when I want. And I have to try a lot harder to get what I want. Gives me a nice challenge. I am loving it.
I am loving life at the moment. Embrasing it.
ttfn
xxoo
Here you go Cat. Found some just for you. Not the same ones I found the other night though, but will continue the hunt on how I found those ones. hehehehe
Wordouster Also has many links to others like this.
The tit blogg
Sexblogger Lots of teen girlies in this one and some erotic horror stories - Lucus you might enjoy this one too.
Phone sex operators
sexblogz where to start clicking on the links on this one.
The male insite to us crazy woman dating on line. lol
How to keep men's penis happy
Eros Say no more. This is the best little erotic blogg link. They always do wicked stuff. Bugger the rest of the links
The sexspy
If you need more let me know and I will keep hunting
xxoo
Saturday, April 17, 2004
Tonight have decided to try another new recepy. Chicken with mushroom and cracked pepper. Just Angel and I being guiene pigs tonight as my usual ones are either busy or working.
Last night had fun looking around at other peoples bloggs. Seeing different views and having a good laugh at some. And there are some total nobs (being very nice about it) out there.
One that I found just basis all his blog on pics of woman tits. Others I found were about sexual fetishes and stuff. Don't ask me how I found them. At 1am it is amazing what you can find.
Watched the Fast and the Furious last night. Most woman that I have spoken to about it all dribble over Van Diesel. Can't see it myself. To meet heady for me in that role. Don't like all buffed up men. Like real men. Paul Walker was nice to look at, but the cars were the best. Pretty sad when you enjoy the cars more than the actors and the story line.
Tonight will watch the second one or Austine Powers 3. Can't decide. But since no-one is really on line on a saturday night it is good night for DVD watching and doing other stuff.
Well time to sort out what I am going to do tonight and clean up a bit more since I was slack yesterday. Only bonus about living on my own. No-one to tell me off when I am having slacky day. lol
ttfn
xxoo
Friday, April 16, 2004
Yesterday was good. I was not my full self. Whether it was lack of sleep (Angel had bad night sleep), aches and pains, head ache or the usual stress factors of life.
A friend got to the sore back thing that had been bugging me since Monday. Wish I got person to do it sooner cause the headaches went after that. Means can stop living on pain killers for a bit. lol
Ran into a couple I had not seen since I was in Year 11 at High School. It was great catching up with them again. Was freak of nature meeting. She thought that the guy that I was seeing way back then was Angels father. Told her that Angel no longer sees his father and he reply made me laugh. "oh well shit happens". Her eldest child doesn't see his father either. She said the best advice she could give me was to find a good one and don't let them go. She made another comment after that but for privacy reasons I will not say. lol
She used to be like my second mum. When mum was busy working I would go to her about some stuff. Now I have 2 friends that I can stay with up in Qld. She said that I should move up there cause the lifestyle is better. That is two people that have said this to me. As silly as it sounds I am wondering if this is a sign. If it is then my fortune teller I went to see in October 2002 is right.
She has said a few things that have come true. Others are panning out that way and other stuff is a bit far fetched. The only difference being about the Qld part is that I am ment to be going up with my "hubby" for his work. According to her I am ment to be married this year. lol. Hence the bit far fetched stuff.
But she picked up things about my ex that I did not think would happen and did. And a few things in my personal life that no-one knows about she picked up. Still waiting for the $11,000 I am supposed to be getting somehow. lol
Today going to be freeky and actually stay home. Only go out to do shopping. Clean up this place cause it looks like 4 bombs have hit it. And when there are no cups in the cuboard to make a cuppa well then you know it is time to do dishes.
Well it is that time of day. Get dressed and go shopping and see what delights I can find for dinner tonight. All that jazzy boring stuff.
ttfn
xxoo
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
The whole day has been fucking awsome. I am sitting on cloud 100 (even though no such thing but still)
This morning woke feeling very achy again. Didn't really feel like leaving the house. Got my shit together and finally did.
Dropped my Angel off and that is where the fun and games begain. As was leaving child care place notice car pull up and someone I knew inside. Decided to be poliet and went for cuppa. Stupid me not realising that cuppa is slang for sex these days. Guy was ex plaything.
He did not like it when I told him how much he messed me around and I had enough. I can't live on maybe's forever. He was a maybe person. Life's too short to live on maybe's. He wanted to come back to my place and he was outta luck. Pretty cheeky of him considering I have not seen or heard from him in over a year. Idiot.
Went out and about and had excellent company with friends. That was great. Made me forget my aches.
Come home with my Angel running up to greet me with huge cuddle and kiss. I am so proud of my Angel tonight. while I was in the shower he decided to do potty training. Pulled off his shorts and nappy and sat on his potty for the first time ever. He did a little wee and I made big fuss over him. He responds best with huge fuss made over him.
We are both huge cuddle and kiss sponges. Can never have enough cuddles and kisses. And if that is what Angel responds to the most that is what he gets. Might as well get in as many as I can before he is "too old" for that sort of stuff.
I could not have asked for better day. Bits of me still ache like crazy but all the good things that happened today made me forget them all.
ttfn
xxoo
Monday, April 12, 2004
These past few days have been absolute bliss. Felt totally relaxed. Got some things done I have be meaning to do for a while.
Pottered around in the garden, attempted to fix my tempermental lawn mower (didn't totally fix it but got it working), did some home maintance, chatted to different people on line (no sex talk) sorted stuff out around the house, played heaps of games with Angel, fix up one kink in puter just one more to go (might have to call in someone that is better at this stuff than me), watched 3 dvd's just enough to keep busy but not too busy. Body was already achy so didn't want to push it too hard.
Mum spoilt us by bringing down easter eggs. Ah any excuse for chocy works for me. Good timing on her part. lol. She brought some down for Angel, someone I know and I. And she brought down a heaps yummy chicken pasta bake.
Been training myself up on the Spiderman stuff. I am not up and up on the spiderman stuff but been looking around and learning about the informous web crawler. Spotted one descrepancy between the movie and the comic so far. Comic said Ben Parker was killed in home invasion, where as in the movie he was killed during car jacking. Oh who cares about fine detail. lol
Still can not find any spiderman material. If anyone finds some please let me know.
Mum and I have planned what we are going to do for Angel's birthday. She is going to take him out for 1 hour or so so that I can set up his room for him. Been looking around ebay and found that I can do his room up a lot cheapier than Target prices. So going to be doing that in the next few weeks since only 1 month till Angel's birthday.
Was deciding whether to do big cook up for Mother's Day or to leave it for Angel's birthday. Thinking I might leave it till then and invite other people not just family around. As special request been asked to cook shepard's pie. lol
This weekend marked 3 years been in this place. Was deciding whether to put in for transfere or not. Or just wait and see what lies ahead. Who knows something excellent may happen. The harrassment doesn't bother me as much cause I am hardely home now. Hear the noise (dam celine dion. grrrr) through the wall but have kinda blocked it out now.
Been having dreams about getting voilent with someone. I figure I need to sort this issue out by getting my stuff back off her. Didn't realise I was still so pissed at it. Tried the nice way of getting my stuff back off her, but now it is no more miss nice pooky. Nice obviously doesn't work with some people.
Well time for this achy fat body to rest.
Hope you all had a wonderful and laughter filled easter.
xxoo
Friday, April 09, 2004
Yesterday was good. Angel got spoilt big time from friends. He had a great time running around. Didn't even make it half way out of the city before he fell asleep on the bus.
Got a nice sms from someone and that kinda cheered me up. Was a little blue yesterday. I dunno why so no point attempting to explain why.
Today is going to be a quiet one. Angel got nappy rash yesterday which is good indication sickness is about to approach. Boom Boom this morning he has a nice bark on him. For him not to wake till 9.45am is a good sign to since usually he is up 6.00 - 6.30 am.
He is happy at the moment cause he has his pillow, blanket, tickles (his fav toy) all on the couch and watching spiderman. Spoilt rotten again I know.
Well time to do some housework
Have a Happy Easter People
xxoo
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Yesterday was great. Feel like I was spoilt again. Great company and mum helped me out.
Got paid early so could do shopping last night for the long weekend. Got a little upset cause I found out from Mum that Sister will not be going us anytime over Easter. She is going away. Kinda miss the fact that she doesn't live so close anymore.
More for the fact of Angel. Sister gets upset cause he does not go to her that much. Probably cause he does not remeber her as much. I attempt to keep the memory up when we go through the photo album. But still not the same.
I relise that she has her life and stuff but a phone call every known and then or pop in would be good. She works 10 min drive from my place.
So Mum and I have decided not to make a big deal of it this year. Mum is working for half of it which is good for her. The money will be good for her.
Was going to make a spiderman lampshade for Angel's room this weekend but no spiderman material out there yet. Will have a looky on Ebay and see if anything there. decided to do his room in Spiderman.
Between the two of us we are going to layby things for his room for his birthday. Might encourage him to sleep in his big bed, instead of mine. hehehehehe. Going to attempt to get some Spiderman posters and frame them up and put them in his room.
You never know might keep me off puter for a night. Going to work out this weekend where all the dam pop ups come from and try and fix little kinks this thing has. That should keep me amuzed.
Well off to go and have social day.
ttfn
xxoo
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Oh I forgot. For those that don't know I have new interent boyfriend. All say Hi to Lucas.
Hi
Have to say the past two days have been fucking excellent. I feel like I have been spoilt beyond belief.
Great company, working, mum cooking me dinner, lots of cuddles and kisses from my Angel. I couldn't ask for more.
I have just been having a barrel of fun. One lovely person though I was sick cause I was happy. lol. How rude.
Was slightly manic on monday but that happens when there is stress relief.But just loving life at the moment.
Yeh got the same hassels as everyone else. Too many bills not enough money. All all the other bits and pieces. Just figure if I am always grumpy shit then some of the bits and pieces that I want will not happen.
If that makes me sick then so be it. I love life. I have air in my lungs, blood through my viens (not the heart though cause still cold heartless bitch), my Angel, excellent friends, great job. What more can a girl ask for. Probably a lot more but no need to be greedy just yet.
Only thing I want is the Crows to win all year.
nite nite
xxoo
Sunday, April 04, 2004
Found out what I need to do to get outta my place. Be just like the people in the following article. And this not happening in USA, but right here in Australia.
Neighbours from hell get free home
By Chris Tinkler
04 April 2004
A FAMILY which terrorised six neighbourhoods in two towns has been given a hectare of land and a comfortable home paid for by taxpayers.
Kevin Scott, his partner Elaine Croxford and their five children have been forced to move from successive public housing homes after their anti-social behaviour left neighbours exasperated.
In an unprecedented move, the Government has now bought the family a $264,000 home among the olive groves and orchards of semi-rural Shepparton East.
The family moved into their freshly painted, sprawling brick home, with palm trees, spa, 50m-long driveway, gardens and paddocks, on Thursday night. But the move has angered locals in Shepparton and nearby Mooroopna who have called for the Scotts, who live on welfare benefits, to be thrown out.
Government officials said it was decided, for reasons they refused to detail, that the family should be found a home at least 300m away from any neighbours.
Former neighbours in the two towns said the decision to try to isolate the Scotts was taken because members of the family had terrorised them for years.
Neighbours said they had been assaulted, had property smashed, stolen and set alight and had been abused and threatened.
The family has been evicted from one house, forced out of another by floods and moved on from several others - including the most recent - after neighbours protested that they could no longer live near them.
The family is barred from shops in Shepparton and Mooroopna and several former neighbours, and a primary school, have taken out intervention orders to stop family members coming near them.
One child has been bound by intervention orders over allegations of threatening to rape, shoot and bash complainants, fire bombing a property, stalking, throwing objects at homes and making lewd and sexual comments.
The child has been convicted of assaulting a neighbour after hitting him in the face with a can, and of driving without a licence. Another has been convicted of shoplifting and is the subject of intervention orders amid allegations of threats to kill, abuse, stalking and pelting a house with bricks, lemons and a jar.
Elaine Croxford is the subject of an intervention order for alleged harassment and swerving at a pedestrian with her car.
Now their new neighbours say they fear for their properties and families. A group called The Residents of Shepparton East has been formed to get rid of the Scotts.
"Our lives have now been changed forever," the group says in a plea to Housing Minister Candy Broad. "We have been subjected to obscene, abusive language. We fear for our well-being."
When the Sunday Herald Sun visited the Scotts, the family claimed they were being persecuted. Kevin Scott, who can't work because of a cyst on his pancreas caused by heavy drinking, denied they had been forced out of all their previous homes after complaints from neighbours. He claimed police advised them to move from some houses because they were attacked.
But Mr Scott said they were evicted from one property because of complaints and admitted the children were often in trouble with the police.
"I said if they (the Office of Housing) got me a farmhouse, it would be better for the kids," Mr Scott said, adding that three of the children were on medication for attention deficit disorders.
"Why can't people give us a fair go and keep off our backs?"
Eldest daughter Kay, who has no convictions or complaints against her, is studying hospitality at TAFE.
Opposition housing spokeswoman Helen Shardey believes the Government should eject the family. She said: "This shows again that the Government is prepared to reward public housing tenants who destroy property and terrorise their neighbours.
"The Government has paid an outrageous amount to put these people in a beautiful property and their new neighbours are terrified."
Government spokesman Bram Alexander said the Office of Housing had to house the family, under the Residential Tenancies Act, as well as to ensure neighbourhoods were peaceful.
"We are working with local service providers to support this family," he said. "This property was identified as an appropriate location. I have been told it is 300m from the closest neighbour. This suits them best."
Guess these people will be on Today Tonight soon enough. lol Since they seem to do that bad villians of public housing stories.
xxoo
I have just found the new meaning of pathtic. When you can fill your vegetable crisper with chocolate and no vegies. hehehe.
Saturday, April 03, 2004
Feeling a little hung over tonight still. Had good drinking session with people last night. But was glad to be home tonight. There is another one on tonight but thought would let my body rest for a little. Plus with all the chocy as well last night body is going into chemical overload. hehehe And with the usual lack of sleep think my body needs some TLC tonight.
Time to spend it reading in bed tonight for a while. Nearly finsihed my book "The surgan's Wife". I love my true crime stuff.
It is interesting to read what people think they will get away with and how they do it all.
In this one the Doctor was one of the boy wonders that was text book smart in every way possible. But had problems functioning in society. He married this girl who had many problems. Their marriage looked good on the outside but for those that knew them it was a shocker. She was into drugs, sleeping with other guys and trying to break free.
This guy was so controlling of her he chocked her when he caught her with a ciggarete. And chocked her cat cause the wife was more affectionate to the cat then him. He did this to a previous girlfriend too, chocking her cat.
The theory is that he threw her out of a place into waters that were uncharated. He tried to fool everyone with the delebrate change of dates and lies.
I have not quiet got to the end but cheated and read the last page before I bought it and he was guilty.
There is nothing like buying a murder book of an unsloved case. Ok the Jaydian Lesky one is still unsolvd, but reading that and what has come about think we all have a rough idea who did it.
Ok so Greg Dom (can't spell his last name) was a pig and in the eyes of most people did it, but the mother is no innocent angel either.
If someone told me my kid was in hospital and I was pissed, I would sober up real quick and demand that someone take me there to see my son. Not leave it till the next morning.
That is why I like watching CSI. I watch All Saints to mellow out on a tuesday night and tape CSI. It gives my little noggen something to think about and there is a little hottie in there too. Was going to do the forensics course through WEA, but could not afford it at the time. Bugger.
Time to be boring and hit the sack I think after I check out the footy scores.
Made bet with sister to check out my theory. When ever Sturt win, Carlton loose and vice versa. Sturt won today so what is the bet the Carlton lost??
Nite nite
xxoo
Friday, April 02, 2004
This puts new meaning to doing the hoky poky. lol
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Went out shopping today and felt like something different for dinner. I made myself a challenge and sorta passed.
Enlisted the help of my mother to be my gineu pig. I made shepards pie. I have been saying that I would do that for years but never got there. Not point in stating why but I got there tonight.
Last time I did "creative" cooking was about 2 years ago for my mother's birthday. Cooked up lemon apricot chicken with garlic rice. Asian dishes. Sometimes I can cook good stuff. I can cook these types of meals and roasts and other delights but do you think I can do a hard boiled egg. Hell no.
Mum enjoyed it so now I will cook it again.
xxo
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY
Was talking to mum this morning and she said there was no point in me playing some jokes on her over the phone. If I said I was pregant she would be over the moon, if I said I was getting married again she would be happy and asking who the mystry person is. If I said I was lesbian she would not believe me. So gave up on playing any jokes on her. same deal with my sister. So didn't bother wasting my time.
Was so tempted to play one joke on someone, but could be considered cruelty to a point. hehehe. Nearly hit the send button on my mobile.
Looking foward to tomorrow night. Out and about with Fat cat again. Off to my sister's place for chatter, drinkies, music and shit stiring. And with my sister's boyfiend's kids there as well my son will be happy.
Well time to get dressed and do shopping. yuk. Done the housework, yuk yuk.
ttfn
xxoo
Well as you can see I have been busy tonight. I found my last set up hard to read and got bord with it.
I have included links to all those that made comments and hopefully the link thing will continue to grow.
I like this one better. What do you think?
I have no idea what the "tracking" thing is. lol
Nite nite
xxoo
